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thinking

Ive been thinkuing , there is , actually are many dreams and plans dan and I had, other day I started thinking about one of them, actually Ive been thinking about doing it for years..off and on, never has seemed to be the  right time.. still isnt but Im hoping in a couple yrs to be healed enough..I want to adopt an older child. a girl, a teen ager.. alot to workout and learn and think about but...please pray or think good thoughts....for me on this...Im doing alot of reasearch.

Added by Violet R Schulert Endres on September 10, 2013 at 5:07pm — No Comments

sept 18th

I am so sad and depressed totally, cant hardly move.. dan birthday is coming soon. on he 18th.. Im having a getogether with close friend..plan to cry all day.. dreading the next few months.. so angry mostly at God...I know Ddan'saroundbut ..I just.. its so hard..

Added by Violet R Schulert Endres on August 31, 2013 at 7:58pm — No Comments

why i hate the hospital

Didnt sleep last night

STRESS…  I assume its part of  my grief..I didnt sleep last night…at all….finally slept about 9am and most the day….but I’ve been thinking about the hospital…..I’m terrified of that place…scared to death….never felt this bad before…about it…worse than when he was there…….. going to see my therapist tomorrow. I’m told these feelings are normal…..

why i felt stressed…at the…

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Added by Violet R Schulert Endres on April 16, 2013 at 12:08am — No Comments

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In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
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