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gods plan for me

 it will soon be 3 yrs since my daughter was killed and my entire life has turned to pure haterid.

i think that i will never die for fear of what i have to say to god himself IF he ever has the raw nerve to show his face to me.  no one could have done what has become of me. death wil not come for me even though i beg. i want to die, but in a way that gets me into heaven. if there is a heaven/god any of it! i have earned serious doubts.

my daughters death killed me. my wife says…

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Added by fred upton on December 23, 2010 at 1:28am — 7 Comments

i need someone smarter than me

i wanted to start a program in her memory that eliminates the need for foster care,child support,deadbeat parents,and eventually poverty.

ok first put people that owe child support in school. once they have a degree a good job get your money.no more deadbeats.... and no more child support problems very soon.

start completing educations at degree levels.... given the better jobs, better living standards would rise. eventually terminating all social care systems necesity.

am i… Continue

Added by fred upton on June 6, 2009 at 12:44pm — 1 Comment

the time to deal with things

after tommorows date im taking a much needed break from our society. mayby mexico on my bike. pay some vato a few hundred dollar bills to get my agression therapy. or pop up to canada and let some frenchy look down his nose at me. lol... ...whatever tomorow brings ill probably need it. ill probably have to wait until the ledger posts the outcome. but if i gased up now i could get there easily on time. deciscions deciscions. na i'd try 4 him . i wouldnt introduce myself to anyone. just go sit in… Continue

Added by fred upton on June 2, 2009 at 3:05am — 2 Comments

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