how do i get over my fear of them seting in side 1 makes me feal

i cant beleve it as i woz warking thru the grave yard checking on the family graves and making sure i add more water to the floreers i cudnt beleve thata lot of the leaves are falling off the trees all ready and its not even septeber yet it still augist and sum of the leaves on the ground are brown or red i dont no if its got any thng to with the ozone layer geting biger i try to use ozone frendly thngs to protect the envirmint…

why do they keep on sending my dad post today he got post for to buy sky tv he bort free sky a few yrs ago i woz with him wen he bort it or they send him life insurense or eye test do these people not check the f@@@@@@G computer or do thy like upseting people  

i hope i dont upset any 1 4or bloging this or ofend any 1 4or bloging this i sumtims wonder is the god and the devil twins god the good twin and the devil the evil twin i no it the minit im upset how my dad died and he didnt deserve to die like tht on a dirty hospitle ward nobody deserve to die like tht only evil people who hurt kids and old people ill just sory in case i hav ofended any 1…

yesterday woz hard coz u wernt thr for me to spoll u with sweats cakes or any sweet stuf it woz hard seang the cards in the shops with dad on and sum of thm cards wer nise espely the funny 1s u wood of liket even the 1s with long pmes in u wood of liket or sum of the balled songs u hear on the radio ithnk dad wood of liket tht 

i hope u ar having a good fathers day wer u r i bet u r bean like a surgate dad to the kids up thr telling thm storys from funy storys and gost storys i bet u r teaching thm thngs lik u did wen i woz a kid teacher fort i woz a waster end up no good till i got tested for dislexia but it woz to late by the tim i woz dignozed but u never fort i woz a waaster or end up in the gutter 1 teacher saw good me tht i woz good at art and fotograry like u wer good at art and fortogry u wer good at art i…

tomoro is gonig to ne hard the 1st fathers day with out u seaning cards in the shops and sweets with dad on and cakes with dad on as bean geting to me all day like a lot of other people it will be geting thm like dads who hav lost kids itl be geting to thm 2if u wer hear today i wood of bort u sweets cake or a si fi dvd or a box set of smalvill or the mentlist i no i bort the last harry potter film befor u went haven got the guts to put it on yet i no we saw the last 6 together we did i…

the 2 times we went to the semtery i hav wote aletter last time on 2 ballons like the 1st 1 popet in the ground the 2 nd 1 popet in the air today i wote on 4 ballons1 i wote happy fathers day dad and the other 3 were leters but the green 1 traveld to 10 hed stones before it burst i dont no if it is u playing jokes on us still in heven or wot i bet my nan is still drinking any sprit strate and smoking all sorts i bet stevo my cuzen yore nefew my surgtat bruv is making u laf like u made evry 1…

this will be the 1st fathers day with out my dad i no it will be hard coz i havent got my dad now 2 sent cards to buy his favret sweets or cakes wen i woz a kid he woz ther for me allways taking me to casualty to get stitchit up or bandig up or clean me up if i fell like the tim he used tell me wen i woz 3 i got away and ran in to a lamp post he had to tak me bac to his mums…