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IS IT OK 2 BE SO MAD AT GOD

IS IT OK 2 FEAL LK SCREAMIN AT GOD

IS IT OK IF U SEA GOD U WILL WORY U MITE END UP SWEARNG AT HIM OR HER GOD OR SAY THNGS U WILL REGRET SAYNG

I WORRY IF I SEA GOD I…

i am sad hug me ?…

i feal ok 1 day but most days u feal low get a call 2 day sayng a famly meber is in a bad way feal so bad coz i cnt vist any 1 in hosptle body goss so stiff i cant do it

can god sea us…

DAD I MISS U ITS EBAN NEALY 2 YRS WELL IS 2YRS 3RD MRCH IT STILL VRY PAINFULLL IT IS I NO SEA U IN DREAMS WISH I NEVR WONT 2 END I NO WN U PASST RF FAILY EVN FRINDS EVN NBORS FOLOD  U UP 2 T HT SKY I BT MY NANNA I S SILL SMOKIN ALL SRTS DRINKING ALL SRTS I DNT NO W SHE CUD DRINK SPRITS STRATE I DDNT HW SE CUD DRINK ANY SPRIT I NO SH USE 2…

i thnk xmas 2013 will be hrder thn lst yr it will be coz aftr my dad died lst yr i dnt thng i cud luze mre famly ths yr or frindss of famly or nboz ths yr 

it dnt hlp plyng xmas songs in oct it dnt advtizng stuf in aug/sep selng xmas crd in julllly it dnt i no i sond lk a msiry sonso i usd 2 luv xmas 1 tm i did bt nw it mks me feal sad…

i dnt no wish yr wz worse ths yr or lst yr 2 me lst yr coz i lost my dad wish hrts me 2 mush thn ths yr i dnt thng i cud lose mre peple lk lst yr  its dec 2013 i drnt thng abot 2014 

i dnt thng grief cud hrt as bad ths till nw i no wen i wz a tran i lost peple but now im a mush oldr it seams 2 hrt very bad it…

why do we loze so mny pele a,l t g

why dose god tk away evry 1away we luv?

why dose evry 1 hav bad luckk ?

why dose bad thngs hapen ?

why cnt thy find cure for big c ?  

why dose bad peple get away wit out sufring ?

why why why why why why 

why dose kids after 2 die or sufer coz thy hav dun nothng wong ?…

wen my dad woz alive he usd 2 alllwayz joke abot a man on a moon he did we wud ask if we had bean out any 1 bean? he wud say man on a moon 

wear r u goign wen he woz ok ?

im going 2 sea a man on a moon 

so i set my slf a chanlge 2 tk a foto of a moon but still cudnt find a man on a moon …

all i no death sucs it duze 

i wishet thr woz no death thn we wud be all happpy again

dont u just get so anoyd at our pc wen thy feze crash on hear or wen we on chat or dong a blog or so on

just thngng a few yrs ago wen my dad woz still hear thr woz a lotof swearng tht mush in th famly we desisd to hav a swear box so if we we saed a swer word we had to put mony in in it it got full prty fst but it still dnt cure our swerang u wud thnk on my dad sid of th famly we had ths swerng dese

wear we cnt hlp it but use a few swer words i no we cn al swear wen we hrt our slfs or wors

i had a very strange dream it woz to weid i dremt i went bac in tim well i woz look at a foto in a dream tht i got took bac to yrs ago

wear evry 1 woz still a liv thy wear but thy wear all yong again evn th 1s it woz old wear lokng yong 

it woz all sistng at th tabel eating dringing in thiss rstront we wear i cant rember any of s bean in a restront coz evry 1 woz geting on…

fed up of getng emales on fathers day get yore dad a gift tak him put for meal i wish i cud if he woz still hear

i wish he woz still hear so i cud get him gifts but cantt?????????????????????????????????????????

i dont why i dremt it iv alwayz had weid strange dreams even wen i woz a kid but on ths dream it felt real

i dremt of all th peple i hav lost thy wear out side having a babr q i cud hear music playing frm th 80s andd 70s songs playng in th backk groundd 

evry 1 woz thr it had past evn th peple tht i hav nevr met in th family woz thre thy wear…

i had a strange dream abot my dad he woz a super hero i no its a kind of thng kids dream of he com bac to save live but i wud not let go sayng i lost u onse i dont wont to loze u again 

but he saed he woz not gong any wear he woz hear to stay

wen i woke up it felt so real like it realyy hapend it did i no dreams feal real…

it realey anoys me wen i go to funrellss wen peple dont switch off threr cell fones it dose thy cud least switch it off for a bit

i woz at a funrell yday a few plele wear leting thr fones ring thy cud easy turn it off for a bit

i neaded to screame an shout abot it

dose any 1 else go in to a room adn thnk thy hav saw ther lovd 1s siting it the table in the kitchn reding a paper  or go in to th livin room or sea thm watchng tv

or sea thm warking arond th house tht u get uo to go folor thm coz u thng u r gong krazy…