Pam Brooks's Blog – July 2010 Archive (2)

Brittany

Monday, July 26th marks 4 months since my daughter's death. Has it gotten any easier? I think sometimes yeah, sure it has....but wait, I must be delusional...this is NOT easy, and it's something I will probably never get over and find true peace. My peace would be me holding my daughter and telling her how much I love her and miss her. That was taken away from me...I'm still bitter, bewildered, angry, and sad. I miss YOU so much.

Added by Pam Brooks on July 24, 2010 at 2:05pm — No Comments

Brittany, my angel

It's been almost 3 months since my daughter passed away. I grieve for every day and will probably grieve for her until I die. I miss her so much! Today I went to my nephew's birthday party, but 1 person was missing. Last year she and I went together. This has been the first time when Brittany was not with me. It was bittersweet. I cried in the car but held it together while there.

Thank you for letting me share this. God bless you all!

Pam

Added by Pam Brooks on July 10, 2010 at 11:24pm — 1 Comment

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