E d's Blog – April 2009 Archive (2)

Word Vomit...just typing as I feel... Sometimes I miss her And sometimes I don't I feel as though I am Disgracing Her memory When I forget Even for a moment Sometimes I go days Without thinking of …

Word Vomit...just typing as I feel...





Sometimes I miss her

And sometimes I don't

I feel as though I am

Disgracing

Her memory

When I forget

Even for a moment

Sometimes I go days

Without thinking of her

Then she comes to mind

And I hate myself for forgetting

Usually I want to remember

I want to remember her life

Her amazing personality

The awesome person she was

But when I remember her life

I also… Continue

Added by e d on April 19, 2009 at 11:57pm — 2 Comments

Remembering (a poem by me)

your memory haunting me

your face flashing in front of my eyes

your voice quoting napoleon dynamite

plays inside my head.

it's been so long

why do I still remember you like this

why do I picture your face

every time someone mentions cancer?

I love you

I loved you

but you were taken from me

by the god I am told loves me

why did he do that?

how loving can he really be?

How could he let someone

as amazing as you… Continue

Added by e d on April 13, 2009 at 8:18pm — 2 Comments

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