I miss you so much. I feel like your not really gone. I keep dreaming about you. That you'll come back, your really okay. You've only gone for a little while then you'll come back in perfect health. The pain is so deep and killing me inside, I just want to scream until I can't scream any longer. I can't bare the pain. I can't bare the hurt. I can't stop the tears. I can't stop the fear. I myself just wanna die. I hurt. I hurt so bad inside that words aren't able to even grasp even a tiny grain… Continue