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I live in Canada i was married to an alcoholic for 45 yrs ...i left him after 40 years realizing I couldnt help help him that I had to help myself.He was in a very bad way before I left shocked that I did leave after all the yearsMMi continued to see him after I left on my terms no booze...so it was working out just fine i finally had peace no more upsets ..no more walking on eggshells..I Loved him very much but i had lost him a long time ago with his addiction..he died 2014 from alcohol related diseases i never left his side...he was sober for the first time in 31 years and he was dying..he left me in peace and he wanted to go in peace guilt free..i heard from him days before he passed what i waited to hear for many years how sorry he was for what he and his drinking had done to us..I understood I always understood...We left eachother in Peace he was going to meet God for the first time in years as he forgot about Him and everyone else in his life as long as he was actively drinking...it was very sad but i knew he was going to rest from the troubled life and the pain it caused.I miss him very much but we will be together again.
About my Loss:
I lost my best friend to alcoholism...i didnt know who he was anymore i was married for 45 years and the disease killed him..almost destroyed us both but i knew the man i married was still there inside...i never gave up hope I Loved him more than myself...its been difficult still take a day at a time and remember how good life was until he started drinking.

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