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About my Loss:
My husband passed away one month ago of histeocytic sarcoma, a very rare and aggressive cancer which attacked his lymphatic system...I miss him more then words can say. He was only 46 when diagnosed, 47 when he passed away. Our barely 13 year marriage was not enough time. He was so amazing and loved and missed by so many. it was one month exactly after my 41st birthday when he passed and I can now say "widow" which I will never accept. I am his wife now and always will be......everyday is a struggle. I hate when people say I will find someone else because of my age. maybe they could because they never had someone like my Harry. There was never a day where he did not put me first. As far as I am concerned no one can ever fill his shoes. Not only did I loose an amazing spouse but my dad lost the only "son" he ever had. it breaks my heart to see my dad as sad as I am. I hate when people also say he is in a better place. my reply is usually me saying the better place is here with me like it had been. I question my faith as well. why would I believe in a God who brought us together in matrimony just to rip us a apart in such a short amount of time? And then on top of it all he died a slow and painful death. I know this pain will always sting and he will always be with me. but does anyone have any suggestions to make it hurt just a little less?

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It was not supposed to be like this

In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
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