Hi Willa, Thank you for your kind words and support. While my daughter, Sara, was in the hospital I kept it together for the most part. During the last month or so all I did was cry. I knew she was dying but didn't want to believe she was leaving me. Still I knew and could not keep it together. Now that she has been gone for over a month and a half I find myself in great denial. I cried myself silly yesterday and just want her back. I see her picture and feel like she will walk through the door every night. Today has been better by the grace of God. Everyday is different and I still just can't believe it. I don't know if you know my story or not. If not and you want to just let me know and I will tell you. Thank you for caring and I am so sorry for your loss also. Prayers and hugs to you.