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Started this discussion. Last reply by healing07 Jul 4, 2009.

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About Me:: I am a stay at home mom of three great little boys ranging in age from three years old to one month old. My oldest will be in school come Tuesday. My husband is in between jobs due to what has happened in the family this past week. I have one sister and a brother, lots of nephews and just two neices.

About my Loss:: On Thrusday August 21 2008 my oldest Sister Tonya Jean Yantz was murdered by her husband. She left behind two wonderful little boys ages 10 and 12. It has been over a week and I feel like what I should have felt in the beginning of all of this. The only way I can "function" is by being so medicated that I am a zobie. When I don't take the medicine the hurt is too great for me to deal with. All I have inside of me is so much anger, that it scares me. I have never felt like this before.

At 8:14am on September 4, 2008, Diana, Grief Recovery Coach said…: Hi Susie,
My brother was murdered in 2001 by his best friend and I have still not completely healed. I don't think I ever will. Murder is very hard to grasp. I will never understand it. I have definitely improved and yes I was on meds as well for a long time. I understand the anger. I have that as well, especially since the guy is still walking around in society. If you ever need to talk, just message me. It's a long and hard road, I know, but maybe I can help. It helps to talk about it and to talk about it to someone that actually cares. I'm here for you.
Diana