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Sureya Barthell Female Clarksville, TN United States: Share on Facebook MySpace Tweet

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About my Loss:: I am 23 yrs old.. i lost my daughter on june 21st.. she drowned. Im lost..hurt.. like everyone of you as well.
I started having horrible thoughts and its literally driving me insane.
She was 3 years old.. her birthday is june 4th.
Ive been through a lot with my ex husband, who was also her father.
Through a whole lot.. she was my only source of sanity, love, strength, hope.. everything i needed in life. I love her so so much.. im trying to keep myself busy with work and friends, since i dont really grief with my family because i feel like i dont have to make them sad over and over again.
Im a god fearing woman but lately.. i havent prayed as much and my home shrinks each day.. i dont know how to continue with my life and i cant imagine living without my baby. I just cant.. but at the same time, i want to be reunited with her. I have to do better, for that to happen. But how?
I hope im able to talk to you guys.. because my life and heart are empty.. yet my mind is full and im exhausted. So so exhausted..