Stacie
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About my Loss:
Febuary 17th I received a phone call from my boyfriend that turned my world upside down. My friend Mark, the man that had helped raise my 5 year old son had hung himself. I remember screaming and screaming hoping that if I scream loud enough, it would not be true. the shock, guilt, pain, and sadness consumed me. My boyfriend was loving and supportive beyond belief. During my grieving process, my best friend john was fighting cancer. We spoke daily and finally when John came home from the hospital, we were able to meet for breakfast. We talked and I cried about the sudden loss of mark, I told John how grateful I was that he was ok- i told him I could not handle losing him. John died 3 days later. The pain in my heart was a pain that I could not comprehend. I have a beautiful son, an amazing boyfriend of two years that I love and a group of family and friends I treasure. All I saw was the pain of my two dear friends that were gone. A couple of months have passed- I read, pray, and talk to the Ouiji board as often as I can. I was a shell with very little emotion and sadness in my eyes. Two weeks ago, Bobby said "come back to me- come back to the land of the living". I saw the pain he felt and I forced myself to live again. I started designing dresses, went back to work, and went back to my life. Last Saturday night, Bobby and I were out- laughing and loving life. we went home and we went to sleep. I woke up and Bobby did not. I screamed and I screamed and I am still screaming. I lost the 3 closest people to me- in 3 months. All unrelated- and the only thing connecting them is me. The pain that I feel is unbearable. I havent slept or eaten in a week. Bobby was my future- my love- my heart. John and Mark were my family- I dont know how or why this is happening and I have no idea how I will ever survive this heartbreak.

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