Samantha Dillin
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  • Angleton, TX
  • United States
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I met the love of my life at age 14. A love that was so strong, even everyone around us could feel it. I got an amazing little boy at age 17. I moved away with him. We had a family, and my life could not get any better. Until the day I took his last name. I gave him my love for eternity. I was his forever. He helped through every aspect of life, taught me everything, supported me, loved me, made me strong. He was my Everything. My life. My soul mate.
About my Loss:
It was December 22nd, 2015. The night before my 22nd Birthday. I sat at home and waited for my husband to arrive home from work. I got sick to my stomache at 5 P.M...
6 P.M Maybe heis just running a little late?
I try calling and no answer. I try texting no answer.
7 P.M- I am getting angry. Why has he not got ahold of me? He always does when hes working late. I start messaging co- workers of his to see if maybe they went to a job with him or has heard from him.
8 P.M- I am still looking, going through facebook to find people to message. When I see a post from the local newspaper.
"2 dead and 1 life flighted in deadly collision on Highway 35"
I felt my stomache drop. I opened it. I read how bad and how tragic it is.
" a Plumbing truck"
No not a plumbing truck"
Bodies burned beyond recognition"
My phone rings. It is the other man, who was with my husband.. ex girlfriend..
She asks me if Brad was with Randy, because randy was just in a head on collision and was being life flighted.
I go completely numb. my world crashes down around me... My mind is gone..
The only thing I can say is..
"If Randy was life flighted that means my husband is dead.
Hung up the phone.
Sat outside shaking, talking to myself, No! The love of my life since age 14 is not gone there is no way. Why have I not heard anything. They are all crazy. He is just running late.
Then the state troopers show up...I dropped to my knees, scream at the top of my lungs.
And now I sit here....Still trying to believe this is all real.

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At 5:09pm on January 6, 2016, joanne said…

Samantha,  I am truly devastated for and your son, life is so bloody unfair it makes me scream, I wish I could offer you some comfort and make it better, but I can't, all I can say is it that I understand your pain and I send you and your son a massive hug , you both have my heartfelt sympathies xxxx

 
 
 

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