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- About Me:
- I'm a 51 year old woman, I have 4 boys all grown, I live alone and feel lonely much of the time
- About my Loss:
- I feel like i shouldnt feel the way i do. My ex was killed almost a year ago, but we had been estranged for 7 years before it happened. But he was the love of my life and gave me my son, the best gift ever, i cry daily about his death but some dont understand as we were estranged.
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Hi Sam, Its Jackie, You wrote on my wall awhile ago. how are you doing? I am doing better, its been 3 yrs now, scince my husband passed.
I have managed to live my life a day at a time, with the help of friends and family.
It can be lonely at times, but I manage.
take care Jackie
Hello, Sam
I got your reply to my discussion, thank you for your words. And I really hope I can one day see life a bit better and find its purpose. I do hope I can see it the way you just described to me. Its just that nothing seems to interest me. I try hard to be strong for my son and go on but not having my husband here makes it so damn hard to live. There is not one day that I dont cry, scream out, wishing for this to be a bad long dream that I will soon wake up. I have never been without my husband so now being without him, does not fit, does not feel real. I cannot accept this new chapter in my life. At least, not now, not yet. 4 months, and I am still waiting for him to come in through that door. Counting the days until I see him again.