Rose Thankyou so much for your response to me. It is so comforting to hear that you feel the same. I am so sorry you had to go through those years of your husbands I'll health. I was lucky in that mine was fit and healthy and we enjoyed several years travelling together until his sudden unexpected death which was an enormous shock. I just can't imagine living the next 20 yrs without him. I'm going to bed now and know I'll wake up devastated all over again in the morning.

Best Wishes to you Marjorie