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About my Loss:
I lost someone I Ioved that's all I know to say. We were both married to other people. I loved him very much. We just met at the wrong time. I felt like we tried to stay away from each other but we just gravitated to each other. I have no one to share loving memories with because he is a secret as was I. He sent me a text two days before he died. I was going to call him after the holidays but I never got to. So many things I never got to say. I know it was wrong. I tried to change my feelings but I just loved him so much. I know that nobody will ever smile at me and make me feel the way I did when he smiled at me. I do love my husband and family but he has a drug problem and sometimes I feel like I'm married to two different people. I've been through so much and he was like my silver lining. I feel like the world is bleak now and I just don't want to be here.

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At 11:52am on January 20, 2017, Rain said…
Thank you I sent you an email!
At 10:32pm on January 19, 2017, Suzy said…

EXACTLY how I feel!  I had to stop looking at her Facebook page, then I found more peace.  Private email me at cardz@tpg.com.au if you want. 

At 8:00pm on January 19, 2017, Suzy said…

Hi Rain,

This is a group people like us need, as we have no-one we can open up to about this. Perhaps people are finding it hard to deal with their grief, as I am, and can't write about it? I seem to suffer in silence, as I've had to since this happened, and have become used to it, though it's like a huge lump of stone inside me.  Perhaps we can try to reach out to each other a bit more and keep this group alive.  

At 7:58pm on January 19, 2017, Rain said…
Thank you. I sent you an email. I think I commented back in the wrong spot the first time!
At 10:39am on January 19, 2017, Cathy Richardson said…

Hi Rain - I am very sorry for your loss. Please feel free to e-mail me at catrich1964@gmail.com. I am happy to help.

Cathy

 
 
 

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