Patricia
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About Me:
I am a mother of three and 2nd oldest out of 12 siblings.
About my Loss:
On November 25, 2008, I was at work when I received a phone that my dear sister Vivian Denise has died. She is the third oldest and we are only 18 months apart. I miss her so much. Even as I write this it hurt oh so much. Today was a really hard day. As I was riding on the train home tears started to welled in my eyes and the hurt just rose up in my throat and I just wanted to scream that I am not ok. Everyone thinks I am ok and I don't know how to tell them that I am not. I am so at the end of my rope that I, I just don't know anymore. Right now I am just trying to live. I have become very isolated. Most weekends I home watching TV on the couch. I was missing from church for almost a year until Easter and I'm still not regular. I don't know who to talk to openly and honestly.

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Speed Weasel commented on Speed Weasel's blog post A Return to GriefShare and a Crisis of Identity
"GriefShare is a church based support group. They do have meetings online, but the usual format is a group of people experiencing a loss getting together weekly to watch videos (13 weeks total) about grief and loss. After the video, we talk about the…"
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Addie replied to Kali's discussion It was not supposed to be like this in the group Being the Other Woman/Other Man
"Kali I’m so so sorry you are going through this. Grief is hard enough, but going through it secretly, all the while having to continue showing up for your kids, is just brutal. Perhaps your friend was careful to hide your conversations behind…"
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It was not supposed to be like this

In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
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