Naomii
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Hello. My name is Naomi I was born in Brooklyn New York I come from a big family I have a beautiful Mum who always loved us and being there for us and I love her with all my heart I thank God for blessing us with a wonderful soul for a Mum. I also have 5' sisters and 4' brothers lots of nieces and nephews. I'm a Christian girl and yes I love God and I'm not ashamed to say it.....
About my Loss:
one of my youngest sister (Yvonne) was diagnosed with cancer she went into Remission twice last one didn't last long. she went down hill fast, so fast :( I went home to help our mum and sisters care for her. it hit us so hard I still carry those moments with me. how her body went from smooth to lumpy & so bad, I never knew how terrible, how ugly cancer could be to a body :( she passed away with us her sisters & mum by her side holding her hands just crying holding on to her not wanting to let go. not one moment went by that she was never alone in that room we were always there talking, laughing remembering wen we were kids. the good times, the not so good ones. I would hold on to my tears never showing my Emotions, but wen I was alone I would cry like a broken child who was missing it's mum.. not a moment goes by that I think of her (my little sister) everything about her hurts me so much her pictures wen I remember her smile it hurts e because I can't see that person she was anymore. how wonderful of a heart she had. I talk about her as if she is still here, but I can't bring myself to look at her pictures I don't know why.. all I know is that I wished I could of told her I'm sorry for moving away I regret not talking to her wen I was in the room with her to tell her how I felt I know we loved each other so much, and yes we talked in that room, but I never said I was sorry I moved so far away I wanted to tell her some things & I didn't tell her (why!!?) I'm so stupid :(( I miss her so much & it hurts so much.... I can't stopped thinking about her :( I miss her so much....
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