Michele Huddleston
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I'm 37 and alone I have suffered 2 major losses in my life and March 2017 I died and it was a true act of God that brought me back to life but why i cant figure thst out i have lost everything I ever loved this year I lost the only family I ever had and it's just one bad thing after the other why would god spare my life just to take everything good in it away piece by piece I'M struggling to find a meaning to my life I'm tired of fighting I need some help and guidance I'm lost and alone trying to find my way
About my Loss:
I died March 28th 2017 my heart stopped beating the er doctors were fixing to call my death but for somme odd reason they shocked me one last time and they restarted my heart my heart was beating again it was a miracle a month later the day of my birthday I got into a huge fight with my step mom 3 days later May 31st 2017 my step mom died she was on life support like i was due to a massive heart attack that brought back memories of me almost dying I was reliving it all over again my step moms family refused to give my dad and i any information on her condition or prognosis that was my dad's soul mate that was my mom on life support dying we drove 6 hours away to say goodbye to her my dad and i were kicked out of the hospital we weren't immediate family my dad lost the love of his life I lost my mom 6 weeks to the day later my dad died a veteran naval officer of 23 years died alone in a hospital bed on life support because my family couldn't pick up the phone and call me i found out my dad died through a text message my dad was the only person I had left the day my dad died was the day i stopped existing I have lost everything I ever had now I'm alone I can't figure out how to live alone

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At 8:10am on February 15, 2018, Rhonda Robinson said…
  • Can't imagine what your feeling ..I just lost my mother 12-1- 17..please talk to someone that can help you..maybe even a pastor..go to church. .if you don't go at least pray..pray for strength  and comfort..give yourself time to feel and feel the strength slowly come to you..stay busy..that's a big plus..Michele..please be good to yourself..God has spared you for a reason..to continue living your life and live it to the fullest..my prayers are with you..be strong and continue living your life..you do have a purpose..you may not know what it is now..but you will know in time..God Bless You
 
 
 

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