Michael Piskac
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Man mid twenties. Living with family while I try to go to college. Working poor area. Have a girl I plan to marry. I'm a procrastinator and my hardest thing to find in life is direction. I have no religious affinity and I don't judge.
About my Loss:
My 2 year old Pug,Peter, my best bud and little side kick the mean ol meat man got out the day before Easter and was struck by a car. This happened right before I had to go to work and I couldn't do it. I woke up with him next to me at 2:30 and by 4:30 I was burying him in my back yard. He slept with me every night, he followed me into every room, he'd been practically my baby since I got him at 8 weeks old. I would come home from work and he would be waiting for me looking through the screen door, standing on his little hinds legs looking at me with his scrunched up face. He was my little piece of joy in a place that is very gray and poor and miserable. I carried him in a box to vet's office a block away but they were closes because of the holiday weekend. I couldn't do anything there was no one to help me. My Peter died on the only day it hadn't rained. We had a terrible storm the day before and it's been steady showers everyday since. As of this typing it's only been a few days since he died and I honestly can't help but cry from time to time in varying amounts from the slightest thing. I just miss him so much, he was a young, healthy, and caring little pug who didn't deserve to have it end like that.Mercifully he wasn't mangled or anything. It was blunt force trauma that killed him, internal bleeding. I sw the blood come out of his mouth after he was in the box for a while. I knew he was dead as soon as the man came with the box. I just needed to get this all out I guess. It's hard to keep it all in and let it out in appropriate doses. As corny as it sounds I really truly loved this little fella like he was my son. I know that sounds silly, but when you raise something, take care of it, teach it, feed it, watch it grow, and share moments together that really were important even if at the time they seemed so routine, it leaves this emptiness I have never felt in my life.

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