Maria Gutierrez
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About my Loss:
My boyfriend passed on April 17, 2016. We were together for 11 years and were planning on marrying after his ex finally agreed to give him the divorce. He filed the divorce papers on April 14, just 3 days before he died. I found about his death on the news and at the beginning police filed it as an accident but two months later found evidence that indicates a homicide.I always thought we would grow old and joked about the illnesses that we would probably develop being elderly. I was his princess and he would do anything and everything for me. Foot rubs, taking care of me when sick, Sunday breakfasts in bed, shopping, etc. We cooked and spent 24/7 with each other. I didn't know living without him was going to be this hard, we had our ups and downs and although it seemed that emotionally he was more depending I never imagined that I would feel so lost and helpless and angry and empty without him. I feel that my soul, my entire being, died when he died.

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It was not supposed to be like this

In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
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This is for anyone who has lost their lover to death and you were the other woman/other man in their life. We have to grieve in silence. I can't find any support groups and feel like I'm the only one going through this situationSee More
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