Maggie D
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About Me:
I'm 25. Live in Southern California. Full time Customer service rep.
About my Loss:
I recently went through the passing of my mother who was 48, on August 18th 2015.
She was a diabetic for just under 40 years, with renal failure, congestive heart failure, blindness, and severe depression.

Even though I was advised most of my life that she would not live past 40, her loss still took a toll on me severely. She raised me on her own. She fought for so long to make sure that I would be okay when she passed.

I'm really not ok. Even though she prepped me for this day for so long. I don't think anyone is really ever prepared or ready for the passing of their mother. She was my mother, and my father. My best friend. And I stayed by her side till she took her last breath.

At this time I am struggling to go back to everyday functions, such as work. I cant stay focused. I slip back into depression and all I can think about is the day she passed. I haven't been able to get stable sleep in about 2 weeks, I keep having dreams of her last night, her last breath. Everything reminds me of her.

I have attempted to talk to friends, other family members, but I still feel really low. I know that I need to get help. But I cant afford to see a psychologist right now.

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