Hi Lori  - I am so sorry to hear about your loss. It will be 4 years December 19 since Nino passed away. The years have made it bearable, I am not going to say easier because it never gets easier, it just gets more bearable. You will get through this. I started this group because I had no where to turn when Nino died. None of my friends truly understood the pain I was feeling or how lost I felt. But you go on, continue to live and continue to remember how wonderful he was! He lives on in your memories and hopefully he will reach out to you in your dreams. You can e-mail me at catrich1964@gmail.com if you want to talk more.