Lisa Odle
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  • Collinwood, TN
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i am a widow 54 years old my husband died last year jan. 29 2016 of a rare type of cancer i have one son matthew 33 years of age we were married for 32 years the love of my life
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i lost my husband jimmy last january 2016 my one and only true love he was born with neurofromatosis a genetics from birth defect it affected his left side his arm ,hand and leg he live with till he turn 59 when found out that what he was born with would cause tumors and he had 4 inside his body which he never would have know if he had not started hurting in his side and back under his arm it was wrapped around 4 ribs and attache to his spin and pulling causing him great pain no pain meds would help much radiation did not work it looked like it made it worse even grow he had sugery but he took pneumonia and stay on the vent till he died they kept giving us false hope he went to the hospital to rehab to hospice where he died i never left his side he donate his body to science to find a cure i was gone from home for 3 months they said 6 days the most they don't know what happened they said the cancer was gone but it came back in his stomach i was so angry and upset with the whole world i couldn't understand why my husband was taken from me made no sence at the time i wanted to blame somebody i blame myself for letting him go through all that therphy for nothing i don't know how i feel or who i am any more i was a wife for 32 years now i am a widow what is that anyway i cry everyday praying to heal soon he was my life how do i go on my son and i are lost without him i feel like the walking dead at times i know i have to stay here on earth till its my time to go i ask god why jimmy why not somebody with no family and old i just feel so sick without him its like the flu that won't go away everybody says it gets better with time i ask when?what time? i love him more than life its self i wonder what he doing in heaven and what its like thats what keeps me going knowing i will see him again i pray somebody has an answer to why my husband had to die at 59 i guess i am selfest

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