Kristen Banks
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Iv been in the health care field for 5yrs and I love it. I will be graduating from nursing school in 4mo, And I am very excited about that. I have an 11yr old son whom I love very much. I like to go out to eat and listen to music( love bands).I just want to live my life to the fullest!
About my Loss:
I was with my fiancé for 7yrs. We lived together and we were very happy. We had planned on getting married when I got out of school and also moving away from Chicago. 7yrs together is a long time without marriage some may say, but I was never in a rush because I knew I was going to be with him; papers or not. Well January 2nd 2011 he was shot multiple times; murdered and taken from me. I am having a hard time dealing with everyday life. Simple everyday tasks is like climbing Mount Everest. I feel like my soul has been ripped out of my body, and I cant stop thinking about what if’s. I have been through all the stages of grief except acceptance. It seems that I’m just going through # 1-3 over and over again. Sometimes I feel like just curling up and giving up. I know this is not possible so I keep going to work and to school holding it together until I finally get home. How do you deal with this? My rock, lover, and best friend is gone and I don’t know what to do. Hopefully someone that has been through this can help me or give me some advice.

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It was not supposed to be like this

In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
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