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About Me:
I am a 38year old mom of 2.
About my Loss:
My husband Joe and I celebrated our 15th wedding anniversary on january 14th and he died on Febuary 4th. I pretend everyday that I am strong and I am doing ok. I go through the motions, i am in nursing school and I promised him that I would finish so I go. I deal with the crap that comes with all this, i smile I keep the kids busy with their sports and school, i tell everyone I am just taking it day by day. What I dont say is that I cant sleep until its because I am to exhausted to stay awake. I cry everynight. Everyday. I pretend he is still in the hospital or at work during the day. And at 9pm when he would be walking in from work I have to remember. I pretend to be strong. I am not. We didnt have a perfect marraige. We had a real one. We fought we made up, we laughed we cried. We struggled and we survived. But we did it together. I dont usually post personal things on sites but this is the first one that I saw that had people saying the things I felt. That were around my age understandimg that fear of not having him there to grow old with. So here I am

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It was not supposed to be like this

In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
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