John Ostrander
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About Me:
I'm a mixed up person having a hard time dealing with...I suppose, my 'suspended grief'....?
About my Loss:
I lost my brother to osteogenic sarcoma of the sacrum in May if 1997. I was the 'care giver'...He sent out resumes two weeks before he died. He never excepted it and his pain was unimaginable...

I did not deal with the lose of my brother in a good way...I'm an alcoholic and I feel that I'm digressing him by my actions... I don't know how to deal with this even after 13 years...I can still hear him screaming and see me holding his dead cold hand..

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It's been a long time since I've posted a Blog on here but I am not looking forward to Christmas I am notBecause the people should be here it's no longer hereSee More
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