My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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jenny, i am so sorry for the loss of your mom.
i am experiencing same feelings with food. i had posted a discussion similar to yours. i am eating to fill in my emptyness". And like you said, i too turn to food for joy at times and is sometimes the one thing i look forward to doing. As a result, i too have gained weight since my husband's passing. i get nervous and anxious and began eating. i of course are eating all of the wrong foods (sweets, pie, cake) i get joy with eating until i am full. I am trying to fill in my emptyness that i have inside. my emptyness of my heart been broken.
take care,