Janine
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I am finding everyday so hard without my loving mum who passed away unexpectedly a month ago.She was my one true friend.I find it hard to carry on everyday without her. I lost my dad 20 years…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by charity wolf Feb 23, 2016.

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I love my family but so miss my true friend my mum
About my Loss:
I lost my mum a month ago to that horrible cancer .I still can't believe it.The oncogolist said she would have good days and bad days so we thought she would get better we are no doctors so we believed them.But we were told we had months left with mum but some how it went to months to weeks to days we feel robbed of our time with mum as we were told 6 months and we only got two weeks .Mum wanted to get better as she had so much to live for.I miss my mum she was the only one that understood me and truly loved me and I know I will never get that again in this lifetime.I feel like part of me went with my when she went.I feel so lost and empty inside.Sometimes I don't want to carry on this life as it feels pointless without my wonderful caring loving kind mum in it.I have two children that mum adored so I know I have to for the kids even though it hurts so much and the pain never goes away.I just wish she could have passed away from old age like in her nineties not from that horrible ugly cancer.I so hate it for what it has done to mum and her away from her family that loved her so much

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