Hi Janice Scott I'm Angela Scott I've never been married to tell you how it is to lose a husband it's been 2 years for you my son passed this year February 2013 and i still no your pain my pain never stop i feel i can't get enough rest at all no rest for the weary i wanna stay in bed all day i never want to get out of bed I'm like this i never wanna do nothing i don't no how to feel are what to do i make it some how you said it's been 2years for you oh i haven't gotten there yet how did you work around Christmas his birthday are any holiday so you can help me out with that i hope you and I find peace one day is your son your only son no others children's well for me i have a 26 year old daughter and a 15 year old son losing his brother was like a knife in his back but he still goes to school and for me i manage and do you for me i no life goes on but it's hard as hell so hard if you need to talk more I'm here for you because i might need to talk some more love ya Angela take care of yourself and your son.