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Cynthia Showalter Female Harrisonburg, VA United States: Share on Facebook MySpace Tweet

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About Me:: I'm Cynthia Showalter I'm fifty seven years old that has lost my 76yr. Ol d husband.I have a medical background with assisting my deceased husband in photography.

About my Loss:: I just lost my most Loving, yet very precious, husband that I loved more then anything,on August 1, 2015 two weeks ago,and am extremely devastated, and so sad, that I can't stand it, and find myself, crying all the time as I look at his photos,, and saying,out loud! Honey why did you leave me? I need and want you, so bad. My husband Conan and I found out three months ago, that he was diagnosed with bladder cancer, along with several other life threatening illnesses. I just laid my sweetheart to rest, last Saturday, and can't seem to feel like doing my everyday activities, I am in shock, I am very, very lonely,and feel so lost, not knowing what to do I'm so depressed, and miss him severely bad. I just can't stand it without my husband, that was my whole entire life, my everything.