Crystal Raye
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After 12 years with the love of my life, I am now single and lonely.
Its been a month since he passed and I can't seem to veer away from my thoughts/
I actually resigned from my job 2 weeks ago because my boyfriend is always on my mind and the slightest memory or song makes me cry.
I feel as if no one understands and I just feel so lonely.
My chest hurts all the time and the muscles on my neck are just so tense.
I try not to think too much about him but then I feel guilty.
Sometimes the pain and emptiness in my heart seem to great.
We use to see each other at least 3 to 4 tomes a week, we talked to each other everyday and I have thousands of emails because thats how we communicated.
For some reason, the nights are the hardest for me because so many thoughts always plague my mind.
I miss him sooo much....
About my Loss:
My boyfriend of 12 years passed away on April 25, 2017. 4 days prior to that, we were together and he had a bad headache; long story short -- we didn't know at the time he had a brain aneurysm and it ruptured. We took him off life support because there was no brain activity and his organs were slowly shutting down.
His death was so sudden and unexpected; I just miss him too much and its just unbearable at times...

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