Carla Spears
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I am a 40yrs.I live in TN.I've been married to the same man for almost 18yrs. I am also mother of a 17yrd girl named Meghan McKenzie Spears.Idk what else to really say about myself. I don't work because I'm disabled. I have many issues that have made me unable to hold down a job.I suppose the biggest reasons are the fact that I'm Bi-Polar and I'm Agoraphobic. I also have extremely bad panic attacks and I'm very paranoid.I have been like this for at least 5yrs. I have just recently worked up the courage to start seeing a doctor again.I hate for anyone to visit. I don't like my personal space (my home) invaded. There are very few ppl that I care to actually come to my house.This is why I have looked and found this online group to try about a major loss that I have just suffered.
About my Loss:
Idk know how to to this. My 17yrd daughter hung herself on Aug. 31st exactly 15 days ago today. She would've been 18 on Sept. 24,2016. She was not home in TN when she died.She was in New Hampshire staying with her best friend when she died. No one has given a real reason as to why she would do such a thing to herself.I wanted her to be brought home to have a memorial and funeral for her but in my shock and grief I let my mom and the mother of the girl she was staying with have her cremated and I now regret it! Her ashes are suppose to come today (Sept. 14,2016). They gave her a memorial service in New Hampshire. I still haven't planned one for her here at home. There's alot more to say but everything I've said so far is the jest of it.

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