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- About Me:
- Well i've got low self esteem lost my mother two years ago finally just now got to the point of understanding shes gone and all that junk i like anime, sweets, and music i also like my cat sophia
- About my Loss:
- My mom passed away two years ago I feel alone she was the only person i trusted to talk to or let in my little shell i feel to scared to let anyone else in and it ruins friend ships for a while now I had been in denial about her death believing she was coming home at any time and recently i finally got to understand she wasn't and i've been crying a lot lately I don't want her to be gone on days like mothers day or any holiday including her birthday i get angry and upset I just don't want to be around anyone also I blame myself for her dying because if I had woken up to help her to the bathroom she wouldn't have fallen but I didn't and she fell and ended up at the hospital and deemed terminal because of the cancer so yeah i think that sums it up oh yeah ever since she passed away everyone has treated me differently they always treated me differently than my sister but now they don't even want to look at me so yeah I miss my mommy and now i'm paranoid of losing my dad too I need him and I worry on a daily bases even though I'm not as close to him as my mom I don't want to lose him so yeah thats it
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Hi Ashley, so sorry for your loss. you sound like a sweet girl. I am a grown woman with a family of my own and I lost my beautiful mom a few months ago to Pancreatic Cancer and it has been a lot to handle. I feel for you and if you want to talk I am on this site on the chat, Jayne