Angela Schmehl
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  • Deltona, FL
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I am a nurse that loves to draw. I have 2 wonderful children and a beautiful grand daughter. I am married but headed for a divorce. I love being a nurse and helping others. I work a lot and I tan everyday in my gym and I never workout like I should. I want to live in the world again and start enjoying life again. I am only close to one parent and that has been just since the accident. I used to goto church and stopped. So my life is work and just sitting in my room watching tv or going to a occasional movie or dinner.I have suffered major emotional and sexual abuse in my life and verbal. I just want to be normal again.
About my Loss:
On july the 09th 2010 I lost my only sibling in a tragic car accident. Left me an only child I wasn't expecting to be so soon. I am trying to get past it,I have what they call PTSD. I seen my brother after he was pronounced and he was missing half his head and when I went to hold his arm it rolled away from him,yet still attached. That gives me until this very day high anxiety and the sweats when I see an accident and think of it until this very day. It's been 2 years now and the man who hit him is behind bars. The man was on cocaine and running from the cops. They gave him 10 yrs plus 5 yrs probation. My brother was my only protector from my abuse and I worshiped the ground he walk on. I loved him deeply he was my big brother. I feel lost and alone and have been unable to get back on with my life. My marriage is failing due to this and other things and I work and just live in my room. I have tried to seek counseling but either to expensive or they all just revert me back to are u living your life right w/ god! I just need a friend and have even consulted a psychic,yes when you are grieving you will seek out anything for peace. I think I have survivors guilt. If that even exist.

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