Angela Adams
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I am the mother of 3, 2 Bio 19 yr old girl 4 yr old boy and 1 Step 16 yr old boy. My Husband and I had a his her and ours. We had known each other for 20 years and dated off and on for the first 10 We married June 9th of 2006 He passed away October 23rd of 2015. Liver cancer very quick. Now its just me and the 4 year old that was ours. I just really need to relate to people that understand my situation.
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We had a rough road in the end. The last few months he grew distant he was hiding his illness thought we would all be better without him. Not only that but the toxins had gone to his brain. He cheated I found out but forgave even though I still didn't know he was sick yet. What can I say I loved him that much. Even though I forgave him for the infidelity, mentally I couldn't let it go but knew I had to keep it to myself. I didn't even know why until a few weeks later when he turned yellow. We went to the doctor and found out that he had the late stages of liver cancer, and his levels were to high to even put him on a transplant list. He was gone two weeks later. I never got the chance to ask why or figure anything else out.I was left at a crossroad sit next to my husband on comfort care cause he wouldn't want to live even a few months like this and suck up my pride or wake him up long enough to answer my questions. I put what he needed first cause I would like to think that is what he would do for me. I watched and felt his heart and kidneys stop two days later. I live with this everyday why in the end would he finally hurt me when he hadn't in so many years.I have never been able to move past this. The anger of it is affecting my Trust and Relationships with friends Family and someone that I married before him that I tried to start a new relationship with. Please I need guidance.

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