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Comment by Lisa Y on June 30, 2015 at 12:46pm

I met my husband when I was 39 and fell instantly in love with him.  We have been together every dayfor 15 years since then until May 17 when he suffered a heart attack at the age of 53.  I have no children and both my mother and father are gone.  I do have a sister I am very close to and several wonderful friends, but no one can make me feel better.  I long for him every minute of the day.  I cry constantly and the future doesn't seem to hold any joy.  Just a continuous routine of getting up and going to work and coming home to an empty house.  (well, I do have a wonderful dog)  It is just inconceivable that he is gone.  My life is so empty without him.  I just don't feel like there is any point to life anymore.

Comment by Mary M. on June 6, 2015 at 7:21am

Sara - I am sorry for your loss. I felt the same when my husband passed away 3 years ago. Basically went through the motions of living for a long time. Time has passed and still I mourn his loss and cry. When my granddaughter was born all I could think was she will never know her Poppa, we will never laugh at him giving her crawling lessons, and so many other things. He would have loved having new grand babies to spoil. I have found it helps to talk to others who have shared the same loss, they understand what we are feeling. There are many people on this site you can reach out to who will listen and lend a virtual shoulder to cry on. I remember wanting the world to stop, the colours to disappear - Those might be some of the feelings you feel. I'm not going to say it gets better with time as I'm not sure I believe that but it does get easier to hide the pain and try to live life for those loved ones still here. God Bless

Comment by Sara Schwartztrauber on June 5, 2015 at 11:39pm

37 years together. We worked together, lived together, loved together, how do I go on without him? He was my big, strong protector. He was the one everyone went to with their problems. He was always there for everyone. I miss his smile, his touch, his love. I'm just not me without him.

Comment by Debbie-lee on February 3, 2015 at 4:26am

I lost my boy friend 3 weeks ago to suicide, was outta of the blue really, or was it i dont know. I read alot about it, it helps a little. living with out him is killing me deb

Comment by Leesa Lynch on January 29, 2015 at 3:07am

Well my husband was my everything my best friend my lover the father of my children I was a housewife since we got married which was right out of high school which we dated all through high school we enjoined spending time with each other as much at the end as we did at the being all our friend use to tell us that what we had was something that not everybody found but everybody was looking for it I don't understand why God gave me what most people s p end a life time looking for when I was so young n then took him away I miss him every day it the little things I miss the most he use to bring me my first cup of ever morning n say good morning baby girl which is is what he called me I miss the phone calls that he used to make to me to ask me if any body has told me that they loved me that day then baby girl I love you with all my heart don't forget that I miss him it's hard to be in the house he bought for me because he passed away in the living room it's was only 6 weeks after he got sick that he was gone

Comment by dream moon JO B on October 7, 2014 at 4:07pm

Comment by Tye on October 20, 2013 at 3:46pm

Thanks Jo B..

Comment by dream moon JO B on October 20, 2013 at 3:35pm

im so sory tye lfe can be very cruel 2 us it can

Comment by Tye on October 20, 2013 at 3:10pm

I lost my fiance 11/17/2012, he was murdered. We had two kids....a 7 year old  son and a 3 year old daughter. He was only 25 years old when he passed. He was everything to me and we shared everything, we were together ever since we were 15 years old....my best friend and lover...I would love to be able to talk with someone who can  relate. I now have to start my life kinda over and i dont want too...help...im sad but im still staying strong for our kids....Im just still shocked.

Comment by dream moon JO B on May 27, 2013 at 3:51pm

i wish i cud buy my dad a gift a card for fathers day cuming up th 2nd 1 coumng up feals worse thn 2012

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