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Comment by Stephanie on October 2, 2009 at 5:53pm

hi katherine, just to give you a big huggg. i,m feeling it too, missing my baby so much. lots of love, jan

Comment by Katherine Ellis on September 29, 2009 at 1:05am

Today is a bad day. I'm like the weather, stormy, dark and gloomy. I am missing my little girl. my baby, my baby is gone. Never to be held again or hear her laughter or just talk to her. The pain in my heart is strong and heavy. The tears won't stop. I feel so alone right now.

Comment by Gail Richardson on September 27, 2009 at 3:33pm

Jan - I'm so with you on that page!! You would have thought that no matter what had happened before, this would be the time you would unite with your ex partner in grief for the loss of their child - not worry about about how much money you could get. I never had a penny from mine in all the years I struggled to raise Meshael, keep a job going with all the medical appointments and keep house too.
Oh well, it made us stronger Jan and being strong is what is keeping us going - so maybe we should thank them haha!! I believe in karma anyway and I'm sure they'll pay in other ways.
Hugs
Gail

Comment by Stephanie on September 26, 2009 at 3:32pm

laura that is so beautiful, so sad, so painful, and so hopeful. feel the love that you can only know that we are all feeling the same way. take comfort from that. we walk this painful journey together. we will find ways to have some fun along the way, as our angels watch us walk our path. lots of love, jan

Comment by Stephanie on September 26, 2009 at 3:30pm

hi gail, thanks for sharing with me, it helps so much, and my heart also feels so much for you. you are so fortunate to have received that confirmation from a medium.
as for your ex, ha ha, they are SO disgusting!! you know what mine did? he had visitation rights to come and see jessy 3 times a week. he never came to see her at all. when she died he sobbed and the rest of it. he immediately reduced the maintenance and tells the lawyer now there are only 3 kids cos jessy died. i just cant believe them.

Comment by Stephanie on September 26, 2009 at 3:24pm

ABSOLUTELY!! our angels' presence is with us all the time. i feel jessy's presence with me all the time. sometimes signs. and sometimes just an exceptionally strong presence xxx

Comment by Laura Villarreal on September 26, 2009 at 8:12am

Four Months

don’t know where to go
don’t know what to do
every day, every night
I just think of you

four months to the day
is how long you’ve been gone
it makes no sense, still hurts like hell
and life has lost its fun

tell me how to live again
tell me why you left
its not supposed to be this way
a senseless, tragic death

one day I will be with you
in heaven as on earth
until that time my little one
my heart cries out with hurt



Written September 25, 2009
Laura Villarreal

Comment by Gail Richardson on September 26, 2009 at 3:52am

Hey Janice and thank you so much for your lovely words - thouh I don't feel I deserve them since I was neither strong nor brave in the beginning. Meshael died in June 2001 - two days before her 15th birthday. It took me a while to find my ex, since we had completely lost contact, however he wept and wailed when he heard the news, then a couple of weeks later called me to ask for a copy of her death certificate since his company would pay out compensation for his loss. Needless to say, that was the last time we spoke!!

I'm so glad that you 'believe' - like you I used to give lip-service to other believers and quietly thinking that perhaps they had lost their marbles! However, since Meshael passed I have had so much confirmation that she is around me and that has helped so much.
I was also blessed to have a message from Meshael from one of our most famous mediums over here (Colin Fry who is our equivalent to John Edwards). I got all my strength from that message and just feel that Meshael inspires me to do much of the stuff I do now - fostering etc.
It is still very early days for you sweetie - but I am sure that you will be getting the same kind of encouragement from your Jessy. From what I've seen - children with terminal illness are very 'aware' in life I wonder if this carries on in the afterworld?
I have a copy of my reading with Colin Fry on Youtube if anyone would like to see it - type in Angel in the Window on search.
Hugz always
Gail x

Comment by Gail Richardson on September 26, 2009 at 3:31am

Comment by Gail Richardson on September 26, 2009 at 3:31am

You are not crazy - I believe very strongly that our Angels are around us always. Somehow, they are able to send us messages of love. These messages can come in many shapes and forms. Shortly after Meshael died I was sorting out some hair bobbles and slides to give to another friends' little girl. Of course as I was opening the drawer and smelling her scent and touching her belongings I started to sob. I remember looking up and asking Meshael if it was OK to give her things to Sian. With that, I put my hand in the drawer to get the little box and right underneath it was a photo - of Meshael with Sian. I sat down with a bit of a bump and figured wow! What a coincidence but as I sat, my hand landed on something on the bed. Right there was a badge Meshael had made for me when she was in nursery - hand made and painted with the words 'I love my Mummy'. I don't know where it came from and hadn't seen it for years, it wasn't there when I went in the room. I keep that badge in my purse always now - I think it was probably the first Angel sign I really noticed and there have been many, many more.
I thought I was crazy at first but, after talking to many other Angel Mums, I can see that this is actually quite normal.
However, I would say I know that there are a lot of people out there who run to see mediums and ask for news of the children. This is a double edged sword - firstly, you might not get a reading and secondly, sadly there are a lot of wicked people out there who will do anything to make a penny out of your grief. Contact with our Angel is not meant to be a telephone-line connection - our Angels contact us when we need them the most.
Hugz Gail xx

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