missing my child

the loss of my child.  my 24 year old daughter.  she left me in her sleep.  they say it was natural cause.  but at 24 how can death be natural.  i think of the whaling mothers i have seen on tv.  and when i am in my home i whale like there is no tomorrow.  i see no end to my  missing her with my whole body and soul.  being her mama is all i know.  i miss talking with her.  i always told her she was an angel from above.  she truly was to everything and everybody.  i miss her so 

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Permalink Reply by Grace on May 5, 2012 at 10:06am

Teri... it is a long road you have embarked on... there are a group of us "Whaling (Whailing) Mothers here...

and we all know your pain....  PEACE

Permalink Reply by Robin Jone on May 9, 2012 at 6:34pm

Teri Marie, I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter. It must be so hard not really knowing the cause of her death. I lost my son Zach, September 3, 2011, he was with friend hiking and fell from a waterfall. He was only 23. I know how you feel, I don't think I will ever be the same person again. I am really trying, I have three daughters and two granddaughters, and know that I am truly blessed to have them but no one will ever replace my son. This thing called grief is a roller coaster of emotions, one day I might feel like I am doing okay and then bam I am hit with overwhelming grief. Feeling like someone has punched me in the chest and sucked out all the air in me. I have had some good days spent with my daughters and grand daugthers, even have laughed, and then I will feel guilty. Don't know if you have experienced the same thing or not. Just wanted you to know I feel your pain, and am listening. Big hugs. Robin

Permalink Reply by teri marie on May 10, 2012 at 10:59am

i wish she were here with me now. just one more hug, one more butterfly kiss...thank you for your hugs robin...

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