My husband and I got married on March 5th 2012 at the court house and had our ceremony in Cancun June of the same year. Just a few months after our Cancun ceremony he was diagnosed with liver disease (caused by a blood transfusion he got when he had heart surgery when he was a baby). Because of the liver disease,  he was diagnosed with hepatopulminary syndrome,  which causes his breathing to be impaired. He was on the transplant list for about 2 years. He was also on oxygen for about a year and a half. 

It was the hardest time and thing we encountered. But it did make our relationship stronger. On march 4th 2015, he passed away. I miss him so much. There's a lot of stuff I still can't do,  watch,  or music to listen to without thinking of him and breaking down into tears. He was only 33 years old. I just want him back. 

He was the love of my life,  my best friend,  and soul mate. 

I love you Patrick! !♡♥♡♥♡♥

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Thank you Anne J. I really appreciat it. This is the first support group I joined. Even tho I have lots of friends and family helping me out,  they really don't know exactly how I'm feeling and wut im going thru. It feels nice to actually talk to others that know wut I'm going thru. It's nice to know that we are all her for each other thru these difficult times

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