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Comment by Virginia G on May 29, 2018 at 10:33pm

I talked to the radiologist today, trying to get answers about what happened.  I couldn’t hear half of what he said, don’t know why I didn’t tell him to call back on my landline.  He gave me general answers and I wanted details.  He said things like, the cancer was very progressed, sometimes more treatment doesn’t help, she would’ve needed strong radiation.  I asked how he could tell because he didn’t even come see her in the hospital.  He said from the scan, previous treatments, her state of health(we went to the hospital because of difficulty breathing even with oxygen).  I still feel as though the doctors just gave up in the hospital because she had so much previous treatment.  And I feel like since I didn’t push them for treatment(and I have no idea why, I guess I thought we had more time and she might get stronger?) it’s my fault.

Comment by Virginia G on May 29, 2018 at 10:25pm

Glucosamine helped my dog too

Comment by Avi on May 29, 2018 at 8:43pm

Thanks theresa and bluebell for the kind words.

As my mother is always with me and theresa I will also practice yoga soon. It is very popular in India. 

Comment by BLUEBELL on May 29, 2018 at 8:22pm

Avi,

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope you find some peace tonight , even if it is just for a little bit. Bret has said something similar to what I am going to say "You are not alone. We are walking with you."

Bluebell

Comment by BLUEBELL on May 29, 2018 at 8:17pm

Theresa

This is related to your dog. My little guy is on a Rx medication called Carprophen and a non prescription medication called Dauquin which is basically a Glucosamine and Chondroitin. They help him a lot. He has arthritis in one hip, has had surgery on both back legs for a torn ligament and he has arthritic changes in his back. Maybe you might look into these with your Vet. My little guy is able to chase his ball, play catch with me,l can jump up onto the couch and go up and down stairs. Stairs are harder for him and he is not as fast, but he is able to do it. Your dogs problem with the stairs may be being caused by inflammation and pain

Comment by Theresa on May 29, 2018 at 7:44pm

But Avi She is with you she’s next to you you just cannot see her I believe that our deceased loved ones are around us not always I remember after my mother passed away crying so hard I couldn’t breathe in front of her picture saying mom please tell me you know I’m here to know such avail but when I was in my yoga class there’s always this little tiny speck of glitter on my yoga mat at the top and I put it in my mind that was my mom she was there with me.  My intention for my class was always please God give me strength please get me through this.   I have been practicing yoga for quite some time I do Hatha so great for my mind the heat gets a little much sometimes it’s 110 but you get used to it

I know you’re still in the beginning of your grief but you’re going to feel so many different emotions anguish fear sadness loneliness regret resentment hate I t seems like it all hits you at one time. I remember when I had to bring my mothers car back to the dealer she leased a little VW Passat I broke down in the parking lot literally broke down I felt like that was the last and only thing I had to hold onto that was hers. Even though it has been almost 3 years each night when I get in bed and cry I sit in the darkness and I tell her I love her and that I hope she knows that

Comment by Avi on May 29, 2018 at 6:55pm

No issues Theresa. 

As I leave my hometown I am engulfed in grief and regret both. When I came my mother was alive and doing OK and now she is not with me.

Destiny is the leader of all.

Comment by Theresa on May 29, 2018 at 6:13pm

Glad you are here also Avi..

I am having a new problem that is non related to my mom, my 11 year old labrador is really having difficulty going up stairs, and where we live he has to go up three sets of four, I am heart broken.  I think I will order a sling to assist him up.  I told my husband time to move this was supposed to be temporary near his and my work, it just became too convenient, my concern is now focused on my old boy.

Sorry for straying off of our moms.......

Comment by BLUEBELL on May 29, 2018 at 6:08pm

I will pray for you Avi that all goes well.

Bluebell

Comment by Avi on May 29, 2018 at 5:52pm

Good morning all. It is 4 30 AM in India and I am leaving from my home town to join office today after 1.5 months. My mother always wanted me to excel in my work.

My father will be in home town for few.more days before he join me at my work location.

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