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Comment by Brett Bowman on November 12, 2018 at 12:16am

Good to hear from you Avi. I think about all of you and hope you are doing well. I worry about my sister Theresa. I have a feeling that I know what you are going through. I think I am going through the same thing.

Bluebell, I hope you are well, physically and emotionally. Stay strong.

Virginia, be good to yourself today.

God Bless you all.

Comment by Avi on November 12, 2018 at 12:03am

Hi All, 

I hope you are fighting well with your grief. Last week it was Diwali festival in India so was stuck up in family events etc. All were enjoying and I was just doing what was expected from me.

Comment by Theresa on November 3, 2018 at 3:00pm

You and I both it’s not bad enough then I’m crying about missing my mother now I’m crying about what am I going to do my dogs not here it’s a recipe for disaster you said it

Comment by Brett Bowman on November 3, 2018 at 1:58pm

I certainly will. Thursday was Krissy's 13 the birthday. I went to my men's group at church that night. During the prayer request I gave praise that I still have my little girl. I just started bawling. She is all that I have left of my mom and I just don't want to lose her. After the meeting, one of the church elders told me that I have to understand that people and pets die, and that we have to be able to move on. 

I just don't know how to do that. A couple of days ago I couldn't get Krissy to eat her breakfast. She has to eat so that she can have insulin. I tried everything. I rubbed some wet food on her mouth. I couldn't get her to eat. I just laid down next to her and cried. I came back later that day and all of her food was gone and she was running around and playing. That was great but my emotional well being is reliant on my dog's health. That's a recipe for disaster. 

Comment by Theresa on November 3, 2018 at 6:00am

Brett yes I agree, I always check in, but I feel the same so no use boring everyone

Getting busy at work because in retail it their time of the year, (fine Jewelry)

Also I have some kind of respirator virus throat sore and horse, went to dr thats what he said.  But still have to go to work.

I miss my mom even more because she was always there for me when I was sick, now I just pray it goes away, what else can I do.

Today we have to bring our 11 year old Lab to vet for bloodwork to make sure his new anti-inflammatory is not elevating his kidney levels, please say a prayer

I will check in later

Comment by Avi on November 1, 2018 at 1:48am

Hi Brett

Thanks a lot. Not sure of others, but yes I can say that I am better than before as I need to be involved in lot of activities. India is a country where hundreds of festivals are celebrated and these festival allow you to get involved in religious and family oriented events. In past 15 days there were more than 5 festivals and each of them has its own significance. One of them was a festival where parents fast for whole day without water to pray for better life of their kids. Also on 07 Nov we have Diwali festival which is like Christmas in India and to add to it Christmas is also celebrated with equal zeal in our country. So this diverts the mind a bit but on the other hand I do not enjoy life as I used to do earlier, rarely laugh and have a kind of numbness always. As you know this is more because of the guilt than grief and I guess it will be same through out. 

I am fine to talk to anybody on skype at avitiwari26@gmail.com. Please add. 

Comment by Brett Bowman on October 31, 2018 at 10:14pm

I wanted to post something because I feel like this discussion is slipping away. And I think I know why. We all came here looking for support, understanding, and hope. If ever there was a group of people who understands how much it hurts to lose your mom it's this one. The problem is, none of us feel any better, We are just as broken as we ever were. And I don't know what to do about that. Not for myself or for any of you. I keep hoping though, for all of us. As long as we have hope we have something. 

I just want each of you to know that I like you all so very much. I've never met any of you but I think of you all as great friends. I hope we all get better. I have the highest hopes for Avi because he has a child to give his heart to. But, maybe, hopefully, there is hope for all of us.

Comment by Avi on October 29, 2018 at 12:21am

Good morning all. 

Wishing you all a peaceful day. I hope I am able to live one day without guilt. 

Comment by Virginia G on October 28, 2018 at 3:49am

I’d give anything to go home

Comment by Virginia G on October 28, 2018 at 3:49am

HOME IS WHERE YOUR MOM IS

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