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Comment by Patricia Melton on August 20, 2010 at 11:00am

Dad died 4 months ago today. I still miss him as much today if not more than the day he died. I know he's in a better place. He's not suffering and he's finally warm. He was always cold especially after his cancer was discovered. I know people mean well when they tell me he's in a better place. I just hate hearing it. I know also that I wouldn't want him to still be here suffering but that doesn't make me not miss him so much it hurts me to the core. I know he will always be with me especially in my heart. It just still hurts even though I know all these things. Quite a few people at our church have told me they are proud of how I am coping. But they don't see me in my private moments. They wouldn't be so proud then. All of you here know exactly what I am talking about and I am so very glad I can put my comments here and all of you will understand me and pray for me. As I do you. Thanks yet again for letting me vent. It does feel some better when I am able to do it. I am not able to get on here much due to taking care of my husband who is disabled. But I do read what yall put and get comfort when I can. Thanks again. Love and Prayers to all.

Comment by Tabatha K. on August 17, 2010 at 1:17pm

@Mel - thx for ur support & words of comfort! I am taking each day step-by-step & am trying to get my heart used to the "New Normal". Thx again for listening & letting me vent!

Comment by Mel Joyce on August 17, 2010 at 3:38am

@Tabatha, I am sorry you feel so bad. I can relate. It's about six months, actually on this thursday. I feel heartsick. I just had surgery, got my gall bladder removed and have had pain meds, on top of my antidepressants, and sleeping pills and i still can't sleep. This week and last week were a bit rough. I cried myself to sleep a couple of times, and i stayed up til 2 or 3am, and woke up at 6ish in the morning. I feel worn out and dragging. My thoughts drift back and forth, memories mostly and some regrets that i wish I would have spent more time with my dad. I treasure all the talks we had and reflect on how wise my dad was. He was my sunshine and i just feel so lost. I am sorry i am dumping all this on you, but i just wanted to share that this whole process of grieving is a roller coaster and the ride is unpredictable. So disregard those "move on's" and just cry if you need to, be mad if you need to, whatever the moment calls for, but don't bottle it up, it doesn't help. So, i just wanted to share, even though it has been 6 months for me, i still cry like it was yesterday. I loved my dad very much and there is just no replacement for that void. The process now is just figuring out the "New Normal" and trying to live in that, not saying it's easy just the way life will be until we all are reunited in Heaven. My thoughts and prayers go out to you my friend. ((((hugs)))) Love & God bless ya, mel

Comment by Tabatha K. on August 16, 2010 at 11:48am

aarrrgghh! I am sooo aggravated w/ myself because I feel like I should be so much farther along than I am. I hurt everyday! I miss my Pop sooo very much that I can't just "move on" like e'one thinks I should! :( W/e I think about him or something reminds me of him - I tear up.

Comment by Courtney Adams on August 12, 2010 at 9:27am

@Tab I think you for the prayers @Mel I hope your doing alright now I was worried when you hadnt been on in a while...Well I am going to go finish work now....I hope to hear from you guys again soon and thank you all for your prayers I will return the thought!!...Wishing you all great days to come!!!

Comment by Mel Joyce on August 11, 2010 at 4:29am

I hope you all are doing okay. I have been busy, just had my gall bladder removed so been resting and drugged up lately. Was thinking of my dad the other night and cried myself to sleep. I sure miss him. I still recycle the thought of him not being around. Just can't get that thru my head. The permanent separation. I so wish for all the little times we had together, running to the grocery store, running to Sonic for burgers and shakes, or just chilling on the couch watching an old western. He loved John Wayne and Clint Eastwood. I sure miss my daddy. I am up late and just thinking of all of you who feel the same void, the same heart ache. I pray that you are doing well and not so down and out. Just keep in mind you still have a life to live and your dad would have wanted you to continue. Make your mark in life, make it meaningful. Continue on your dad's legacy and help people remember the love he had. Love & God Bless you all, mel

Comment by Tabatha K. on August 10, 2010 at 10:22pm

@Courtney - thank u so very much for ur support! It has been hard going through the grieving process - up & down the supposed stages! I am sooo very sorry for ur loss as well. There are now days that I can go w/o crying now - I consider that a victory! LOL!

@L Burleigh - praying for u & @Courtney! THe best support system is someone that has been through a similar situation sometimes!!

Comment by L Burleigh on August 10, 2010 at 8:15pm

I lost my dad two month and two days i was a daddies little girl and I dont know what I will do with out him

Comment by Courtney Adams on August 5, 2010 at 10:34am

@TAB I unsderstand how you are feeling...UI lost my dad on NOV 20th 2009....It is hard but if we didnt go thru the bad things, when something good happens we wouldnt appreciate it.....I know that it seems like the world is going to end and I know how you feel....I thought my life was over and was going to end but as time came I thought about how my dad w2ould want me to celebrate him being in hevean instead of being gone!!...SO I will pray for you TAB and I hope that you get the guidece that you are looking for here!!!....In my prayers and thoughts!!....Courtney

Comment by Tabatha K. on August 4, 2010 at 4:31pm

I am new here & am hoping that this site will help me with the healing process. I lost my Pop to cancer on 10/17/2009. THIS has been the hardest thing that I have ever had to work through - especially being a "Daddy's Girl"!

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