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Comment by dream moon JO B on May 2, 2012 at 3:41pm

the stranget thing happend yesterfay i woz strugling to open the bac door due to a old arm injury and im sure i felt my dad helpey me open it please tell me im not going mad coz lately my nan who passet away over 20 yrs ago told me to go to the drs and get it sorted out

Comment by dream moon JO B on May 1, 2012 at 3:02pm

ib bean looking at sum old fotos and some of the old pets we had jason the cat who wood put his pars round you or tina the dog wh foolerd yo all over i hope they r with you now i just wish u were still hear the cat we hav now is still looking for you around the house even im still looking all over you its sinking in but slowwely its gona take along time to sink in it mite never sink in even my mum is taking it bad as well coz she loved you very much shes starting to eat a littel bit better now but i thinh thats the tablets the dr gave her i can only eat a few moth fulls and im full  

Comment by christianlee on May 1, 2012 at 5:04am

Nearing Dads one year anniversary. Not looking forward to that day. It doesn't seem he's been gone that long. Sure miss you Dad. And love you. Had to take my son to the ER due to a head wound accident. That was terrible .....My son was thankfully okay....but memories of dad came flooding back. However I felt dad with us. You see. He died in the ER before I got there last June. So sad....but thank God my son was okay.

Comment by Andrea Clark on April 30, 2012 at 7:09pm

jb - don't worry about it being selfish. Just let yourself cry when you have to. That's better than trying to swallow your tears all day long. It does your soul (and, actually, your body) good to cry. That's what tears are for: relief for your soul and emotions. It's healthy to cry. And know that you can always share here. People here understand.

Comment by dream moon JO B on April 30, 2012 at 3:47pm

i keep on saying ill hav to go and pick his meds from the drs up then i get chating to the resepsionst or nurse there then i relize i dont hav to pick it up and the tears keep coming in my eyes i cry vry morning then cry at nite time coz i miss him so mush i no the hurt will n ever go away coz he woz so well loved by every 1 the drs resepsnit and nurse and his family andhis freinds and nbouz my mum got over 60 simtyfy cards she did even she is hurting badley i no this sound selfish of me i just wish every 1 yo loved wood live for ever but i no that will ever happen only in steories he told me wn i woz a kid i used to loved in wn i woz a kid u wood cary me on your shoulders to sea the punch and judy show coz i woz so littel i cudnt sea the show still am a bit shot 5 ft 3 or take me to the hospitle to get stitched up coz i woz allways falling over just wish u were still hear

Comment by dream moon JO B on April 30, 2012 at 3:06pm

i did the same thing more or less casandra yesterday i went rount to the shops and bought his faverts cakezs took them home and then i relizid he isnt ther no more i just wish i go vist him and come back to earth and tell the family hes doing ok with his mam and dad and sisters and his neases and nephews who never got past 40 and 50 he woz like a second dad to every 1

Comment by Casandra Porter on April 30, 2012 at 11:52am

I don't know if my Mom has cried. She's kept a very positive outlook but that is always her attitude. She is always about making other people happy and keeping them calm. But we've had quite a few conversations since it happened and she has expressed how very sad she is about it. So that gives me a little hope that she is grieving but I would love to see her in a group or just talking to anyone about it more than she does. They were married 45 years. That is a huge amount of time and I know it has to hurt a lot more than she is letting on. I just want you all to know that before I found this group, I was devastated and could barely get out of bed. Now I am getting back to my old self because I can talk to people and it helps me so much to know that others feel the way I do. So, thank you all from the bottom of my heart for allowing me into your group and being there for me. I hope I can do someone else some good being apart of this group, as well. 

Comment by tina p on April 30, 2012 at 11:40am

My birthday was exactly a week after my dad's funeral. It was a big birthday and I had norovirus! But the thing that made me sad was that when I called my mom, she couldn't talk because she was crying. She said it was going to be a hard day for her. She called me back about an hour after that and sounded a lot better, but it did kind of suck to have my mom be a bit of a mess that day.

Comment by Casandra Porter on April 30, 2012 at 11:11am

I know how you feel, JB. I have picked up the phone several times to try to call my Dad. Or I think, I haven't talked to my Dad in a while, I wonder how he is doing... then it hits me. Never a good moment. But I figure those times I am thinking about him, he is thinking about me, too. 

Comment by Brenda Ann on April 30, 2012 at 11:07am

Storyas, I left my phone number for you - look in your in box.

Looking forward to meeting you!
Brenda

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