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Comment by dream moon JO B on July 6, 2016 at 3:45pm

so sorry jenifer no 1s evr redy 2 let go so dnt beat yore slf up on it 

Comment by Jennifer G on July 6, 2016 at 2:46pm

My dad passed away on June 8. He had been sick for years with a heart condition and his kidneys and liver began failing in the last year as well. He was in the hospital the last 4 weeks of his life. It has been just me and him living in Florida for 11 years. He had no other family left besides me and my mother's side is up north. We didn't get along well for years, but have been very good friends for the last 8 and a half years. We spent time together just about every week and I called him all the time and talked to him about everything. I feel so lost without him. I was with him in the hospital alot and I was there holding his hand when he died. I didn't want to see him suffer but I wasn't ready to let go of him either. He was only 63 and his first grandchild is on the way. I wanted more time but it was not up to me. It's hard to imagine that anything will ever be good again, knowing that I will not see or speak to him again in this lifetime. My memories, while they are good ones, are all I have left.

Comment by Mary Alice Smith on July 4, 2016 at 11:11pm

I try to listen to the Christian radio stations like KLove. It helps bring me hope and peace. I also adopted a shelter dog. It has enabled me to get out in the sun walking and jogging with her and playing ball. You might say she is like a therapy dog. I guess we just have to find what soothes us so we can slowly heal Jo B. Happy 4th to you. God Bless.

Comment by dream moon JO B on July 4, 2016 at 3:43pm

i no thng mary no 1 gets it till 1 day it will hapen 2 thm iv had it all pepelcrosin st 2 avod us frinds ingnorin us soon lern real 1s r u do

cremtom ctv muts be sic of sean my ugly mug on it 

sinse 2012 2 mush shits hapend 2 e 1 u cud say 

dnt no wot i wud of dun if id not fond sits lk thes u cud say

birni inses stiks begin fr hpl i ambegin ansers i ambegin fr hlp u cud say 

sisne 2012 my lifs bean sush a shit rolrcosr im stuk on i cnt evn get off coz im stuk i am

Comment by Mary Alice Smith on July 3, 2016 at 1:06pm

I understand what you are saying Jo B. No one really understands unless you go through it. You do what is necessary to cope and survive Two weeks ago my daughter who just turned 19 rolled her car and totaled it. As my husband and I drove to the scene I was scared and wailing. I thought I had lost her too. Praise God she was ok. I fly out Thursday to go to my childhood home to clean out my mom and dad's house. It is time to move on and sell it.  It is going to be a rough next couple of weeks. There is no internet there so I will be disconnected for awhile. I will keep you in my prayers.

Comment by dream moon JO B on July 2, 2016 at 4:34pm

so sorry mary im 41 i feal lk loss is goin patss my age u cud say not in  grt way u cud say had a loss 2 wks ago feal bad misiin her funrell i do sad thng only tim i sea famly thes days is funrels u cud say

Comment by Mary Alice Smith on June 30, 2016 at 10:53am

I have never been part of a chat group or an on-line group so not sure how to this. I couldn't even figure out how to add my photo. It kept telling me it was too small lol. I lost my dad in February. It's strange. I am a mom and married.  My girls are grown up and in college. I am in my 28th year of teaching. Even so I feel like this lost little girl. I feel alone even when I'm not. Some nights I can't sleep because of all the memories coming back. He was 91 and ready to go. I think I am having a hard time letting go because his love was always unconditional and I miss that. I lost mom in 2013 and a sister in 2009. I feel like I am always trying to pick up the pieces. No one seems to understand. They just expect you to be happy. Like I want to be sad or choose to be sad.

Comment by Jessica Guilford on June 19, 2016 at 3:29pm

I love and miss you so much dad!! Happy Father's Day to the man who always supported me no matter what. 

Comment by dream moon JO B on June 19, 2016 at 1:18am

sory dnt no hw tht hapnd dnt mean 2 hav thm pics so far a aaaprt sorryy 

Comment by dream moon JO B on June 19, 2016 at 1:17am

miss u dad wish u wear still hear wish u wear stil hear miss u

 

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