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Comment by dream moon JO B on October 10, 2014 at 4:49pm

Comment by Connie K on November 24, 2013 at 12:52am

One week from tonight will be the 1 year anniversary of Daniel 's transition. Oh how I miss you my sweet boy...

Comment by DH on January 19, 2013 at 6:43pm

Hi Lori. I lift you and Anthony up in peace and love. It is hard to pretend you're not hurting when you are. And, its hard to be strong when this is a time you need a shoulder to lean on. Hopefully, you'll find that on the message boards and chat rooms for people who are grieving. Sometimes, thats the only place you'll get the comfort and understanding you need. Thank you for joining this group. I am slow in getting started because I'm still in the throws of grieving myself. But I want to create a place that we all can look back on over time and see how we as survivors have continued to grow from this year on.

Comment by Lori Marie Barker on January 17, 2013 at 5:04pm

I found my soulmate, Anthon Hitson, dead in his car on 11/20/2012. No one knows why, not even the M.E. Living without him is unbearable. I miss him so much. He has been my best friend since 10/22/2004 and my world, my everything, my soulmate since 4/4/2007. I try to be strong for everyone but I can only hold it back so long. Every holiday that goes by just seems pointless to me. I have to pretend to be happy for my son. I just feel so lost.

Comment by DH on January 14, 2013 at 6:34pm

Hi Connie... We are in this together. Its definitely overwhelming. But, its good to know I'm not the only one hurting like this. People around us can make it seem strange. But grief is a process that is shallow for some and deep for others. Its just different for each person. Having an only child pass also complicates things because there is so much we'll never experience. And the support we will not have in our older years makes my own life seem a bit more scary.

Comment by Connie K on January 14, 2013 at 5:28pm

Hi DH

 Thanks for your kind words. It's just so hard. I am so sorry to everyone on this sight and so appreciate the support.

Comment by dream moon JO B on January 13, 2013 at 3:36pm

2013 has not got off to a good strt 2 of my dads friends dad friends had died bryan thru smoking and his friend jimmy died thru smoking the nbor had bean killed by a hit and run driver 2 hit and run drivers we herd he got up the woman sped off and the 2n car at hit him sped off wen he got home we herd he died of his injrys dont no wen his funrall is get sic of going to thm i no i hav to go to show respect 

Comment by Connie K on January 12, 2013 at 7:55pm

The grief is so new and overwhelming, isn't it?  I'm supposed to go back to work on Monday and don't know if I can. Lord, when will this crushing pain ease up? I send you all hope for some peace from the presence of your child's spirit. I do believe they are still with us on that level. But I just want to put my arms around him...

Comment by dream moon JO B on January 1, 2013 at 4:25pm

yes i no how u feal dh 2012 woz a horbel yr if i cud of mist 2012 and stayed in 2011 i wud of bean happy but i no lifes not like thisqueen your my best friend

Comment by DH on December 31, 2012 at 12:06am

My wonderful son passed away at 18 years of age. He passed away once on October 30th, 2012 and was revived. Then, he passed away a final time December 7th, 2012. Since this is so recent, I'm grieving as well as to be expected. Still a lot of denial, shock and disbelief. The reality of it still hasn't fully set in. I don't like being outdoors. I don't like shopping. Everything reminds me of my son. Waiting for time to heal... because right now it hurts.

My only child. Love and light of my life. You'll always be my baby.