why people that are selfish take away the people we care about the most?

i lost my mom on may 14, 2010. it was a murder suicide. the guy that killed her was her ex that was with her for about 9 years. he cheated on her and so she decided to leave him and move on with her life about a couple of months later she found a guy and she was really happy the guy treated her the way she deserved to be treated he brought her flowers he even brought me flowers too lol. he pampered her she was finally happy and the guy got so jealous because he saw she was moving on with her life and started stalking her and one day he went to her appartment and asked her to marry him and when she said no he shot her 4 times and shot himself in the head.
she died 11 days before my 21st birthday and cremated on my birthday. i went to puerto rico where she was buried but no body wanted to take me to the cementary to visit her and it hurt so bad be cause what if no one goes to visit her toeven bother putting flowers on her grave im scared everyone is going to forget her and forget how special she was and still is for me

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