what do I do?

I'm trying to move on from my mom's passing but it's so hard when I just want her to come home and be with me. I need my mom so much I hate waking up after dreaming of her. I always have to wake up knowing she isn't upstairs making coffee and getting ready to go have a cig. Or to hear her ask how my sleep was and her plans for the day. I hate not telling her about my dreams or talking about what was going threw my mind. I just really need her here everyday is torture and I have to act happy or okay with my life, when everyday I just want to scream, I want to cry, I want to be left alone. What do i do when all I want is for my best friend my companion my rock my teacher my love my mommy to come home and be with me??

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Permalink Reply by Jean on February 2, 2017 at 12:16am

It has been nearly 4 years since my mother passed. Feeling really sad today or I guess yesterday now. Had to get out and send more documents for her at the store. It was an interesting couple of hours. There were signs she was with me. I googled signs of course and was interested in this one section. I truly believe two different people in two different places communicated what I needed to hear today. This has never happened to me before. She and I were very close.

Your loved ones on the Other Side can and will use people to give you messages, and generally, the person delivering the message is not aware of it. Listen to those around you, the words they are speaking may be a direct message from the Spirit world to you.

Permalink Reply by Dave on February 5, 2017 at 1:29am
I wish i had answer. It just seems to go on...
Permalink Reply by BLUEBELL on February 24, 2017 at 8:03pm

Berlin

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Mom on Valentines day 2017. I too dream about her, and when I wake up, it really hurts that she is not here. I had a different relationship with my Mom than you did. I was her caregiver and her confidante. My focus was her and giving her the best life that she could have in her older years. Now I have to build a life without her as the center of it. I am finding it a hard adjustment.

Do you have family that you can talk to and grieve with? I didn't think it would help to talk with my sister about how our Mom's death has affected us, but it has.

Sending a warm, comforting hug to all.

Bluebell

Permalink Reply by Lola on February 28, 2017 at 3:24pm
I have lost many people in my family..mom..dad. son..grandparents..cousins just having someone to listen to us..ito so lonely

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