todays is my dads 52 birthday and hes been goona sice sep.10th not to long ago im still having trouble relizing hes really gone.

sometimes i still catch myself talking to him as if hes still here, im missing him so much its hard to get myself outta bed let alone take care of tha others that need me, my children,todays his birthday, happy birthday daddy is all ive been sayin hoping he can hear me, im still celebrating, n having cake because i want him to kno im still thinking bout him, if not more then ever...i kno hes having a birthday blast up there with god n his momma n daddy, i miss them all, ughhhhh words cant exspress......sincerely michele

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Permalink Reply by Stacy Jinkins on November 2, 2011 at 4:29pm
I am sorry for your loss Michele, I lost my Daddy August 19th of this year, and I too, still find it hard to believe he is gone. Trying to care for my husband and children, not to show how completely crushed I still am. I just wanted you to know you are not alone in your grief, and I pray for you and your family to find peace. I miss my Daddy too, every day.
Permalink Reply by michele marie gutierrez on November 2, 2011 at 6:07pm
Thank you n yea it feels some what better to kno im not tha only one with these feelings...i pray to c him in a dream n that he can jus tell me its alright...until that day ill keep prayin
Permalink Reply by Linda on November 3, 2011 at 7:00pm

Michele

I am so sorry for your loss.  My father passed away on August 3rd and I still have to tell myself he is not hear. I realize it at the end of the day when I get a minute to think.  I am in grief couseling and this is stage we all go through.  If you ever need to talk, I am here.

 

Linda

Permalink Reply by Jessica Manning on November 9, 2011 at 8:31am

Michele-- its completely normal to feel like he still should be here on earth-- I lost my dad last May (May 3 2010) and I still have to constantly remind myself that he's gone. It still seems surreal though! I understand having a hard time getting out of bed. I feel like I have been quite saddened lately-- all I want to do is sleep. But sometimes we just have to say to ourselves that we have to do at least 2 things to get through that day-- or maybe just one. Maybe the one thing is to take care of your kids. Ask some of your close friends to come over and help w/ cleaning the house, laundry, etc. I'm only 19 & I don't have kids, but I do know that it's helpful to have someone to help you w/ things that you should be doing but don't have the energy for. I will be praying for you! If you need someone to talk to, please let me know! Take Care!

Permalink Reply by michele marie gutierrez on November 9, 2011 at 12:16pm
Thanks I sometimes feel like as I'm that only person in this world that hurts as much as I do., he's was that only parent I had really cus my mother was always gone my kids simply adord grandpa n we r goin thru family counseling rite now to try n get them. Thru it..
Permalink Reply by Lynette Lachinski on November 9, 2011 at 6:02pm

I know how you feel. My dad recently passed away and I can't stand it. When his birthday comes up, I'll fall apart too.

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